"If you push me away, you won’t find yourself back into my life. I gave too many chances, too many times. I don’t have it in me anymore, to fight, to keep rebuilding bridges that already burnt down."
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We were all toxic to someone because we forced love when the chapter was already written, when the book was already closed. Our intentions were pure, but the person and situation wasn’t right. We became toxic by chasing everything we wished to feel.
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Nov 24, 2011 at 24.11.11
assalamualaikum,
beginilah keadaan bila berjauhan dari adik tersayang. bila dekat gaduh tak kira masa. bila jauh mula lah merindu. ececehh, jiwang je kan? hihi. kalau boleh, sehari tak gaduh memang tak sah. sekarang, adek ade dekat Terengganu. pergi menginao dekat rumah mak sedarenye selame 1minggu.
oke, semalam OTP dengan si adik ni, mula biase je dia cakap dengan mak, ayah and kakak. pahtu tetiba dia nak cakap ngan miey. so miey oke je lah. lagipun rindukan dengan adek yang lame tak gaduh nie :D
mula dia kate ; "Musuh ketat , lame dok gaduh." pahtu kan miey tak dengar mane sebab suara dia sekat. so dia ulang balik. tapi dia nak nangis. miey pm marah lah dia ; "nape gok nangis ea, dakyoh nangis2 lah" mase tu miey dah nangis pun. sebak and rindu punye pasal. and sebab ego dengan femly taknak nangis depan diaorang. terpakse marah adik. tapi tak tahan. haha! terus nangis then takleh nak cakap dengan adik. tak sanggup. rindu teramat sangat! hishh. manje jugak kan miey nie? hiihii.
so sampai disini je. act, miey memang rindu adik miey. dia je yang leh buat hari2 miey jadi gila dengan bergaduh dengan dia. tapi sekejap je pun gaduh :D
2 comments2 Comments:
Sarah Nadia said on November 24, 2011 at 2:11 PM neleh airmata aku bace ni...
Nur Najmi Akmal said on November 24, 2011 at 4:16 PM ; same lahh :') Post a Comment |